Published inInvisible Illness·Jan 29Member-onlyJoy In The Past Tense: an Idea of Future OptimismChanges to the Self from Transient Ischemic Attacks — I had an attic brain. I’d suffered two Transient Ischemic Attacks in close succession and my leftovers were a languishing left side and a brain which felt like an open, empty attic with a skylight. …Brain5 min readBrain5 min read
Published ina Few Words·Dec 16, 2022Member-onlyChronic SexI had hit a low point with my partner, feeling undesirable as my chronic pain and invisible illness symptoms gained a new foothold in my life and created a skewed view of myself. As a dry spell drew out longer and longer, we both had our abundance of worries —…Sex2 min readSex2 min read
Published ina Few Words·Nov 27, 2022Member-onlyInvitationWhen invitations cease.Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Published ina Few Words·Nov 26, 2022Member-onlyFat Activism at ThanksgivingWe’re told all year to starve ourselves and then suddenly we’re to year-end holidays and expected to gorge ourselves. What the AF, y’all. Throughout the year, diet culture reigns with industry standards like Goop and Dr Oz steering the way in murky waters of toxic fitness and restriction. People are…Thanksgiving2 min readThanksgiving2 min read
Published inILLUMINATION·Nov 21, 2022Member-onlyFor the Love of GarbageThere is no better way to start a morning than taking out the trash. The mind trash, I mean. The garbage of the day before some might dump in Morning Pages or into a dream journal, all those spinning plates that have no real benefit to getting down to work. …Writing1 min readWriting1 min read
Published inILLUMINATION·Nov 19, 2022Member-onlyThe Brave Personal ReviewWe're getting into that time of year for making and taking stock, the time when personal reviews (though I'm more of a mind map-loving human, I especially like this concise style) are as much the rage as wildly too soon Black Friday deals. With this spirit, I came to remind…Bravery3 min readBravery3 min read
Published ina Few Words·Jul 30, 2022Member-onlyI Am Heading Into DangerI am heading into danger, following the messenger.Danger1 min readDanger1 min read
Published ina Few Words·Feb 15, 2022Member-onlyRevengeSome anti-Valentine’s Day non-love.Love1 min readLove1 min read